salam
sampai skang mcm xpercaya..ish2..
alhamdulilah akhirnya aq berjaya menamatkan zaman belajar
secara xrasmi la..sbb xconvo lg kan..hehe..
alhamdulilah..aq berjaya habiskan degree aq
aq berjaya capai matlamat aq
IJAZAH KELAS PERTAMA!
matlamat dri sem 1 yg aq bwk sampai ke sem 8
dan matlamat ni la yg jd driving force aq..
topik utama: DILEMA SELEPAS BELAJAR
alhamdulilah seminggu lepas je habis final exam
aq terus msuk kerja
here it goes
DILEMA PERTAMA which is BEKERJA
position : project/sales/consultant engineer
location: klang
yeay! hari pertama excited keje
hari ke 2 rase terus nk resign! huh!
for the first time I met a person (i mean my boss) yg xpernah ckp elok2 dgn pekerja sendiri
everything seems WRONG to him..very OUT and LOUD spoken!
cume dia sorg yg betul..
nk search info kat internet pon kdg2 kene marah
bukak perry's chemical handbook (sbb kene study principle of certain equipment)
pon kene marah.."you're not a student anymore"
i know..i'm not a student anymore and I perfectly know that I'm a worker
but I'm not a robot or computer who can memorize everything!
sometimes I have to refer and do some readings so that the memory could be recall! you see!
ikut cerita clerk yg keje kat sini, sume engineer xtahan dgn perangai boss ni
then resign after 1-2 months..
i always tried to think positive..i'm very willingly to learn..
but in the middle of trying to catch up with new things..
but in the middle of trying to catch up with new things..
he came and scold me with very LOUD speaker..
i try to work out and try to contribute ( i mean to help him with the projects)
but every time i started my 'move', everything seems wrong!
i know, i make mistakes (of cos! fresh grad ma!)
and i don't mind being scolded for my mistakes..
but most of the time, i didn't even get the chance to explain
he straight away throw his harsh words!
then how could I learn? how can I improved? in what way?
the only things in my mind is I am too scared of him..
and after almost one month here
I REALLY WANT TO RESIGN!
i think if i continue working here,
i might die from stress!
since I work here, I only eat nasi once a day..
selera hilang! hari2 xde mood..getting kurus and kurus everyday..
everyday every morning while driving to work, I always try to force myself to think positive..
i tried every morning
but the 'positive thinking' disappeared only in few hours staying in the office..
hearing him scolding other worker..uh!
as for me..aq xkisah keje pape pon..and xkisah sgt psl gaji..
i know, i make mistakes (of cos! fresh grad ma!)
and i don't mind being scolded for my mistakes..
but most of the time, i didn't even get the chance to explain
he straight away throw his harsh words!
then how could I learn? how can I improved? in what way?
the only things in my mind is I am too scared of him..
and after almost one month here
I REALLY WANT TO RESIGN!
i think if i continue working here,
i might die from stress!
since I work here, I only eat nasi once a day..
selera hilang! hari2 xde mood..getting kurus and kurus everyday..
everyday every morning while driving to work, I always try to force myself to think positive..
i tried every morning
but the 'positive thinking' disappeared only in few hours staying in the office..
hearing him scolding other worker..uh!
as for me..aq xkisah keje pape pon..and xkisah sgt psl gaji..
bcoz i know, i dont hv any working experience..
but I expect a good working environment..in which human can respect other human
i know he's full of experience..70 years old engineer..you can expect how huge his experience was..
but at least..AT LEAST..speak nicely to your own worker who works hard to also earn money for your company!
the real dilema is actually to find a good job!
a good job doesn't really means a high paid job, a job that suit your field of study..no!
but the most important thing is a job in which when you woke up and head up to work
your heart feel lighter (happy)..you can learn a lot of things happily..
when u can work happily..there's a lot of room for you to improve and contribute..
i dont really bother about the salary..jnji ckup utk mkn+bg kat mak abah+bayar kereta..
then enough for me (ye la bujang lg kn)..
now i'm thinking to further my studies..
here it comes the second dilema!
STUDY VS WORKING!
(next post..hehe)
when u can work happily..there's a lot of room for you to improve and contribute..
i dont really bother about the salary..jnji ckup utk mkn+bg kat mak abah+bayar kereta..
then enough for me (ye la bujang lg kn)..
now i'm thinking to further my studies..
here it comes the second dilema!
STUDY VS WORKING!
(next post..hehe)
study? mai usm meh.. hehe
soon..planning to..hehe