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lelaki itu
seorang lelaki yg jika dipandang dgn sekali jelingan 
wajahnya punya cahaya
tenang
lembut
seperti seorang pendiam 
tiada yang istimewa
tiada apa yang perlu digahkan

apabila mendengar dia bercakap
beri perhatian 
dengar dgn teliti
jika tidak, sepatah pon kau xkan mengerti
penuh ayat pengenalan drpd isi
tp percakapannya bersungguh2 
penuh erti

apabila sekadar melihat dan mendengar percakapannya
belum..
belum ada yang begitu menarik perhatian
sama seperti lelaki lain

apabila berjumpa dan mengenalnya
hati bagai ditarik
tertarik dgn setiap perbuatannya
dilakukan dgn kesungguhan
walau sekecil mana pun 
dilakukan dgn rasa tanggungjawab
seolah dia adalah pemimpin 
aku pengikutnya

sabarnya tinggi
walau didalam hatinya membara
tidak mudah membakar org lain

hatinya mudah terusik
sensitif rupanya

cita2nya tinggi
walau kedengaran mustahil
mustahil dgn kemampuannya
didalam hatinya tidak pernah ada istilah putus asa
diusahakan juga

seorang lelaki kampung
sampaikan kfc pon kedengaran moden olehnya

mesra dgn org tua
siapa saje disapa

pemurah
tidak lokek berkongsi rezeki
walaupon rezekinya juga hanya cukup2 

penyayang 
penyayang yang disertai dgn rasa tanggunjawab
siapa disampingnya pasti bahagia
dilindungi

wahai lelaki
siapakah kamu?
tidak mampu utk aq tolak
dan
tidak juga sanggup utk aq terima


berbelah bagi

hati akur

aku terima

dan

TERIMA KASIH 
kerana tidak pernah putus asa membahagiakan aku




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Student: Sir, I am engaged. I'm getting married soon
Me: Congratulation! Where is my card Mr.Engineer?
Student: Its complicated Sir. Sir, I need your help
Me: Sure. What's up?
Student: My ex-girlfriend said that she still love me and she regret leaving me back then.
Me: Why did she left?
Student: She said that I was an immature and childish playboy
Me: Point noted..
Student: I actually spent one year trying to win her heart back but she always decline. I wrote a love letter to her everyday for the whole one year.
Me: Wow! That is commitment
Student: when I tell her I love her during those 365 days, I don't say it out of habit or to make conversation. I was trying to remind her that she is the best thing that ever happened to me. She rejected me for 365 times! Now that I'm about to marry someone else, suddenly she said that she want me back
Me: What about you? What do you want? Who do you want?
Student: ... I used to think that she is the one. I wonder if she knew how many times I thought about her, how many nights I stayed awake missing her badly, how many times I've sat there at the corner of my bed and cried thinking about her. I wonder if she knew how much she hurt me..
Me: Do you still love her?
Student: I will always love her
Me: Do you love your fiancé?
Student: I do. I really do. She is the sweetest and most humble girl I've ever seen. To see her is to love her..
Me: You need to choose.
Student: How? I deeply love both..
Me: Choose the second one. If you really love the first one, you wouldn't fall for the second
Student: It's not like I leave the first one. She was the one who rejected me
Me: no matter who you choose, someone will still get hurt.. But you need to choose. Have you prayed to God asking for guidance?
Student: I did. I keep thinking about the my ex-girlfriend. I don't know why
Me: I guess if you write 365 love letters, the feeling is strong.
Student: So who should I choose?
Me: I don't know
Student: what do you mean?
Me: I don't know.
Student: but you're supposed to know. You always know what to do
Me: I'm just a man. I cannot solve everything. I'm sorry
Student: ....
Me: ....
Student: Thanks anyway Sir
(5 minutes after student left)
Me: The pain of being rejected is temporary. The deepest pain is the realization that the one that you love the very most, the one that you don't want to live without, has been always been the one that you once rejected and after waiting shamelessly for a while, decided to let you go.. The deepest pain is not to die. The deepest pain is to live, to fall madly for the one who did try to stay. I don't want to be reason for her sadness so I don't know what to say..
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Why those memories keep on bothering me...
What is this feeling?
I guess there is one room specially built deep down in my heart just to store that old memories...
I guess...


Sakura band-melepaskanmu 

Aku menjaga utuhnya cinta
Tapi kau selalu mengingkarinya
Cukup sudah aku menahan sakit
Sebelum teruskan cinta ini

Terlalu lama ku berdiam diri
Saat kau selalu sakiti hati
Maafkan ku harus meninggalkanmu
Usaikan semua yang ku rasa

Dan aku pun terluka karenamu kerna cintamu
Aku harus melangkah jauh darimu dari cintamu

Terlalu lama ku berdiam diri
Saat kau selalu sakiti hati
Maafkan ku harus meninggalkanmu
Usaikan semua yang ku rasa

Hapuskanlah semua tentang kita
Aku harus melepaskanmu
Walaupun ku tak bisa oh…

Dan aku pun terluka
Dan aku pun terluka karenamu kerna cintamu
Aku harus melangkah jauh darimu dari cintamu

Dan aku pun terluka kerna cintamu
Aku harus melangkah jauh darimu dari cintamu
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PART II


3) RELATIONSHIP

hmmmm...klu topik ni aq xtau nak start dri mana...heeee
ttbe aq rase aq mcm da terlalu tua nak ckp pasal relationship ni..haha..
aq pon xde la pandai sgt psl relationship ni..buktinyer...
aq cuma rapat dgn sorg laki je..
dari aq hbis asasi sampai degree..lepas degree...
bercinta jugak la..alaaa biasalarrr bdak2 u..kan...(hikhik)
cerita sedih + gembira selalu dikongsi bersama 
and 
xsangka lama jugak ktorg stay together up till grad..
and 
mmg masing2 rase this relationship will end up with kawin..
but unfortunately 
it is not..
ble masing2 da keje and aq da start keje honda
masing2 senyap menyepi..
of cos disebabkan sedikit salah faham la..
so permulaan kehidupan di melaka agak perit jugak since aq rse lonely giler
dah la teman tapi mesra da men'senyap'kan diri (sorry for the wrong grammar)
kwn2 honda plak xramai perempuan yg single mingle yg available utk diajak lepak2
so tu laaa..kehidupan di melaka pada mulanyer...LONELY! SEDIH! 

and 

after several months of silence..no news..no messaging..i texted u but u never replied..
i consider this long lasting relationship 
has ended..

and 


after several months of lonely and gloomy life
i met this one guy..
at honda..
while working..

and now
he is now my tunang! :)

i'm not going to tell how i met my fiancee in details
but 
what i want to emphasize that...i dont really like him at first..
cara pakaian dia..
style dia..
he is just not really my taste..haha
but he got something inside him that makes me fall in love slowly...

and
he took 2~3 months to propose to me 
and from there everything went well until our engagement...
ALHAMDULILAH  :) 

mula2 nak buat keputusan nk bertunang tu..hmmm agak ragu2..
sbb xkenal sgt si tunang 
kenal pon bru berapa bulan..sekejap sgt..
tp hati berdetik dan berfikir 
"ko nak tunggu spe lg yg dtg meminang ko?  
coz 'that' person will definitely forget u..will leave u sooner or later"
"finy..u should move on.."
"finy..u have no reason to say 'no'..

and yup..finally i said 'yes'... :)

and sampai skang
tunang aq adalah kawan baik aq..
teman gelak..teman menangis..
semua benda yg ktorg buat..we'll do it together..
if got chance..solat sama2..
susah senang bersama..

w/pon aq tau dia bukanlah sekaya dan sehensem lelaki diluar sana..kiki
tp hatinya kaya dgn kasih sayang

awk tetap tunang sy yg paling hensem 
and 
paling baik hati!

w/pon awk mcm kampong boy (kolot) sikit..haha

tp
awk hormat sy 
awk hormat and layan mak abah dgn baik
awk jaga sy dgn baik
awk selalu call semata2 nk tanya sy da mkn ke blom..hehe
awk xsombong
slalu tolong sy kat dapur..haha

TERIMA KASIH awak...

awak..
I LOVE YOU my kampung boy! always!

:) :) 


Last but not least..

Semoga segala urusan kami ke jinjang pelamin thun ni dipermudahkan
INSYAALLAH

:) 






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Posted by hafini hambali - - 0 comments

PART I



1) HONDA
Assalamualaikum...
Ya Allah lame giler rasenyer aq xbukak blog ni...haha
sampai password pon aq dok key in dua tiga kali..lupa la tu..kiki
lamanyer...giler lamaaaaa aq xbukak blog aq...sobsss...

da lame xdgr citer...citer diri sendiri..citer kawan2...
aku? nak tau citer aq? pnjg weh citer aq..mcm2 cerita..lame la klu nak tulis...
agaknyer lepas raya cina pon blom tentu habis wehh..xcaya? igt den membongak ko?hehe

dari mane ye aq nk mula..hmmmm
i think you know..sblum ni aq engineer di Honda..
tempat yg byk bg aq pengalaman..keseronokan..ajar aq how's the real engineer works...
member2 sekerja yg awesome..serius awesome..
mcm2 perangai..mcm2 cerita..mcm2 background..org lama..org baru..
kalau flashback balik muka sorg2 mau aq nangis ni kang..hehehe
but alhamdulilah segala puji bg Allah..
yg telah mentakdirkan aq berada di sini walaupon cuma utk 9 bulan..
aq rase ini antara pengalaman yg paling manis sepanjang hampir 25 tahun aq hidup..
Alhamdulilah..:) 
Alhamdulilah..:) 

2) SAMBUNG BELAJAR
aq pon xtau knape aq apply scholarship uitm tu w/pon aq blom ada niat nak sambung blaja..
dlm tgh sibuk2 dgn projek jazz bru..sempat plak aq pegi anta borg permohonan tu pastu pegi interview and again w/pun xde niat nak sambung blaja...
aq pon xtau knape..aq teringat ble dpt emel dri uitm suruh dtg interview..
aq garu kepala jugak mcm mne nak mintak cuti dgn boss..
klu aq ckp aq nak g interview kang xpsl2 dia koyak leave card aq kang..
jadinyer aq pon menipu bos..bos sy nak mintak cuti nak pegi uitm amik sijil..hehe
w/pon bos mcm hmmmmmm *krik* *krik* *krik* tp dia sain jugak..kiki
nak dipendekkan cerita..
lepas 1,2 bulan lepas interview tu alhamdulilah aq dpt scholarship tu..
mula2 mmg nak tolak offer tu sbb mmg xboleh nak resign waktu tu..
sbb busy gler dgn honda jazz tu..aishhh
tp lepas da rase pahit kelat nyer handle jazz tu..tbe2 hati aq terdetik nak sambung blaja..
and berhenti keje..

Perkara pertama yg membuatkan aq nak berhenti keje adalah...

(i)keberkatan

ape yg aq perasan..walaupon gaji aq consider tggi jugak la utk engineer..tp tiap2 bulan aq rase aq xdpt simpan satu ringgit pon utk masa depan aq..
pegi keje pagi2 balik kdg2 kul 10 mlm..gaji banyak..tp xdpt nak simpan..duit pegi mane ntah..padahal kat honda dpt mknn tgahri free kot..kat situ pon da jimat..
ble aq muhasabah diri..yeee..aq rase ada bende yg xkena..
ble aq cek.. first thing is solat..ye x ye jugak..aq selalu solat lewat sbb kdg2 aq ad meeting..ada evaluation dgn Datuk..and paling teruk aq pernah terlupa nak solat..
sbb busy sgt kdg2 duduk kat line berjam2..evaluation yg xhabis2..
patut la gaji aq xberkat.. :(

kedua
ye laa...ko perempuan ble ko keje kat kilang of cos majoriti adalah lelaki..
ble byk sgt bergaul dgn lelaki ni..faham2 la..tersentuh la..tersekeh la..tercubit la..
hmmm patut la..patut la..gaji aq xberkat... :(

sbb keberkatan gai ni laaa..hampir 60% hati aq nekad nak berhenti keje and sambung blaja..

(ii)masa depan sbg seorg isteri

aq pgg position EQPL mksudnyer aq adalah projek leader quality utk model baru honda..
ble pgg project leader..mmg keje ko byk giler..dgn report nak kne present..
pastu nak handle quality time event..nak settle masalah kualiti...
time bujang mmg bleh tahan lg..kang klu da kawen..
24jam keje..balik mlm..laki entah ke mane..anak ntah kemana..
faktor yg kedua ni laa yg menambahkan 30% keyakinan hati aq utk berhenti keje...
ok total da 90% yakin!
dan dgn keyakinan itu
alhamdulilah 
aq disini
di UNIVERSITI SAINS MALAYSIA PENANG!
yeay!

begitu laa ceritanyer secara ringkas..hikhik


to be continued.......coming up next.....PART II
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Tuesday, September 8, 2015

lelaki itu

Posted by hafini hambali at 10:47 PM 0 comments

lelaki itu
seorang lelaki yg jika dipandang dgn sekali jelingan 
wajahnya punya cahaya
tenang
lembut
seperti seorang pendiam 
tiada yang istimewa
tiada apa yang perlu digahkan

apabila mendengar dia bercakap
beri perhatian 
dengar dgn teliti
jika tidak, sepatah pon kau xkan mengerti
penuh ayat pengenalan drpd isi
tp percakapannya bersungguh2 
penuh erti

apabila sekadar melihat dan mendengar percakapannya
belum..
belum ada yang begitu menarik perhatian
sama seperti lelaki lain

apabila berjumpa dan mengenalnya
hati bagai ditarik
tertarik dgn setiap perbuatannya
dilakukan dgn kesungguhan
walau sekecil mana pun 
dilakukan dgn rasa tanggungjawab
seolah dia adalah pemimpin 
aku pengikutnya

sabarnya tinggi
walau didalam hatinya membara
tidak mudah membakar org lain

hatinya mudah terusik
sensitif rupanya

cita2nya tinggi
walau kedengaran mustahil
mustahil dgn kemampuannya
didalam hatinya tidak pernah ada istilah putus asa
diusahakan juga

seorang lelaki kampung
sampaikan kfc pon kedengaran moden olehnya

mesra dgn org tua
siapa saje disapa

pemurah
tidak lokek berkongsi rezeki
walaupon rezekinya juga hanya cukup2 

penyayang 
penyayang yang disertai dgn rasa tanggunjawab
siapa disampingnya pasti bahagia
dilindungi

wahai lelaki
siapakah kamu?
tidak mampu utk aq tolak
dan
tidak juga sanggup utk aq terima


berbelah bagi

hati akur

aku terima

dan

TERIMA KASIH 
kerana tidak pernah putus asa membahagiakan aku




Thursday, June 4, 2015

Random

Posted by hafini hambali at 8:14 AM 0 comments


Student: Sir, I am engaged. I'm getting married soon
Me: Congratulation! Where is my card Mr.Engineer?
Student: Its complicated Sir. Sir, I need your help
Me: Sure. What's up?
Student: My ex-girlfriend said that she still love me and she regret leaving me back then.
Me: Why did she left?
Student: She said that I was an immature and childish playboy
Me: Point noted..
Student: I actually spent one year trying to win her heart back but she always decline. I wrote a love letter to her everyday for the whole one year.
Me: Wow! That is commitment
Student: when I tell her I love her during those 365 days, I don't say it out of habit or to make conversation. I was trying to remind her that she is the best thing that ever happened to me. She rejected me for 365 times! Now that I'm about to marry someone else, suddenly she said that she want me back
Me: What about you? What do you want? Who do you want?
Student: ... I used to think that she is the one. I wonder if she knew how many times I thought about her, how many nights I stayed awake missing her badly, how many times I've sat there at the corner of my bed and cried thinking about her. I wonder if she knew how much she hurt me..
Me: Do you still love her?
Student: I will always love her
Me: Do you love your fiancé?
Student: I do. I really do. She is the sweetest and most humble girl I've ever seen. To see her is to love her..
Me: You need to choose.
Student: How? I deeply love both..
Me: Choose the second one. If you really love the first one, you wouldn't fall for the second
Student: It's not like I leave the first one. She was the one who rejected me
Me: no matter who you choose, someone will still get hurt.. But you need to choose. Have you prayed to God asking for guidance?
Student: I did. I keep thinking about the my ex-girlfriend. I don't know why
Me: I guess if you write 365 love letters, the feeling is strong.
Student: So who should I choose?
Me: I don't know
Student: what do you mean?
Me: I don't know.
Student: but you're supposed to know. You always know what to do
Me: I'm just a man. I cannot solve everything. I'm sorry
Student: ....
Me: ....
Student: Thanks anyway Sir
(5 minutes after student left)
Me: The pain of being rejected is temporary. The deepest pain is the realization that the one that you love the very most, the one that you don't want to live without, has been always been the one that you once rejected and after waiting shamelessly for a while, decided to let you go.. The deepest pain is not to die. The deepest pain is to live, to fall madly for the one who did try to stay. I don't want to be reason for her sadness so I don't know what to say..

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

memories

Posted by hafini hambali at 10:24 PM 0 comments


Why those memories keep on bothering me...
What is this feeling?
I guess there is one room specially built deep down in my heart just to store that old memories...
I guess...


Sakura band-melepaskanmu 

Aku menjaga utuhnya cinta
Tapi kau selalu mengingkarinya
Cukup sudah aku menahan sakit
Sebelum teruskan cinta ini

Terlalu lama ku berdiam diri
Saat kau selalu sakiti hati
Maafkan ku harus meninggalkanmu
Usaikan semua yang ku rasa

Dan aku pun terluka karenamu kerna cintamu
Aku harus melangkah jauh darimu dari cintamu

Terlalu lama ku berdiam diri
Saat kau selalu sakiti hati
Maafkan ku harus meninggalkanmu
Usaikan semua yang ku rasa

Hapuskanlah semua tentang kita
Aku harus melepaskanmu
Walaupun ku tak bisa oh…

Dan aku pun terluka
Dan aku pun terluka karenamu kerna cintamu
Aku harus melangkah jauh darimu dari cintamu

Dan aku pun terluka kerna cintamu
Aku harus melangkah jauh darimu dari cintamu

Saturday, February 28, 2015

aper citer?? Part II

Posted by hafini hambali at 10:44 PM 0 comments
PART II


3) RELATIONSHIP

hmmmm...klu topik ni aq xtau nak start dri mana...heeee
ttbe aq rase aq mcm da terlalu tua nak ckp pasal relationship ni..haha..
aq pon xde la pandai sgt psl relationship ni..buktinyer...
aq cuma rapat dgn sorg laki je..
dari aq hbis asasi sampai degree..lepas degree...
bercinta jugak la..alaaa biasalarrr bdak2 u..kan...(hikhik)
cerita sedih + gembira selalu dikongsi bersama 
and 
xsangka lama jugak ktorg stay together up till grad..
and 
mmg masing2 rase this relationship will end up with kawin..
but unfortunately 
it is not..
ble masing2 da keje and aq da start keje honda
masing2 senyap menyepi..
of cos disebabkan sedikit salah faham la..
so permulaan kehidupan di melaka agak perit jugak since aq rse lonely giler
dah la teman tapi mesra da men'senyap'kan diri (sorry for the wrong grammar)
kwn2 honda plak xramai perempuan yg single mingle yg available utk diajak lepak2
so tu laaa..kehidupan di melaka pada mulanyer...LONELY! SEDIH! 

and 

after several months of silence..no news..no messaging..i texted u but u never replied..
i consider this long lasting relationship 
has ended..

and 


after several months of lonely and gloomy life
i met this one guy..
at honda..
while working..

and now
he is now my tunang! :)

i'm not going to tell how i met my fiancee in details
but 
what i want to emphasize that...i dont really like him at first..
cara pakaian dia..
style dia..
he is just not really my taste..haha
but he got something inside him that makes me fall in love slowly...

and
he took 2~3 months to propose to me 
and from there everything went well until our engagement...
ALHAMDULILAH  :) 

mula2 nak buat keputusan nk bertunang tu..hmmm agak ragu2..
sbb xkenal sgt si tunang 
kenal pon bru berapa bulan..sekejap sgt..
tp hati berdetik dan berfikir 
"ko nak tunggu spe lg yg dtg meminang ko?  
coz 'that' person will definitely forget u..will leave u sooner or later"
"finy..u should move on.."
"finy..u have no reason to say 'no'..

and yup..finally i said 'yes'... :)

and sampai skang
tunang aq adalah kawan baik aq..
teman gelak..teman menangis..
semua benda yg ktorg buat..we'll do it together..
if got chance..solat sama2..
susah senang bersama..

w/pon aq tau dia bukanlah sekaya dan sehensem lelaki diluar sana..kiki
tp hatinya kaya dgn kasih sayang

awk tetap tunang sy yg paling hensem 
and 
paling baik hati!

w/pon awk mcm kampong boy (kolot) sikit..haha

tp
awk hormat sy 
awk hormat and layan mak abah dgn baik
awk jaga sy dgn baik
awk selalu call semata2 nk tanya sy da mkn ke blom..hehe
awk xsombong
slalu tolong sy kat dapur..haha

TERIMA KASIH awak...

awak..
I LOVE YOU my kampung boy! always!

:) :) 


Last but not least..

Semoga segala urusan kami ke jinjang pelamin thun ni dipermudahkan
INSYAALLAH

:) 






Friday, February 13, 2015

aper citer?? Part I

Posted by hafini hambali at 10:23 PM 0 comments

PART I



1) HONDA
Assalamualaikum...
Ya Allah lame giler rasenyer aq xbukak blog ni...haha
sampai password pon aq dok key in dua tiga kali..lupa la tu..kiki
lamanyer...giler lamaaaaa aq xbukak blog aq...sobsss...

da lame xdgr citer...citer diri sendiri..citer kawan2...
aku? nak tau citer aq? pnjg weh citer aq..mcm2 cerita..lame la klu nak tulis...
agaknyer lepas raya cina pon blom tentu habis wehh..xcaya? igt den membongak ko?hehe

dari mane ye aq nk mula..hmmmm
i think you know..sblum ni aq engineer di Honda..
tempat yg byk bg aq pengalaman..keseronokan..ajar aq how's the real engineer works...
member2 sekerja yg awesome..serius awesome..
mcm2 perangai..mcm2 cerita..mcm2 background..org lama..org baru..
kalau flashback balik muka sorg2 mau aq nangis ni kang..hehehe
but alhamdulilah segala puji bg Allah..
yg telah mentakdirkan aq berada di sini walaupon cuma utk 9 bulan..
aq rase ini antara pengalaman yg paling manis sepanjang hampir 25 tahun aq hidup..
Alhamdulilah..:) 
Alhamdulilah..:) 

2) SAMBUNG BELAJAR
aq pon xtau knape aq apply scholarship uitm tu w/pon aq blom ada niat nak sambung blaja..
dlm tgh sibuk2 dgn projek jazz bru..sempat plak aq pegi anta borg permohonan tu pastu pegi interview and again w/pun xde niat nak sambung blaja...
aq pon xtau knape..aq teringat ble dpt emel dri uitm suruh dtg interview..
aq garu kepala jugak mcm mne nak mintak cuti dgn boss..
klu aq ckp aq nak g interview kang xpsl2 dia koyak leave card aq kang..
jadinyer aq pon menipu bos..bos sy nak mintak cuti nak pegi uitm amik sijil..hehe
w/pon bos mcm hmmmmmm *krik* *krik* *krik* tp dia sain jugak..kiki
nak dipendekkan cerita..
lepas 1,2 bulan lepas interview tu alhamdulilah aq dpt scholarship tu..
mula2 mmg nak tolak offer tu sbb mmg xboleh nak resign waktu tu..
sbb busy gler dgn honda jazz tu..aishhh
tp lepas da rase pahit kelat nyer handle jazz tu..tbe2 hati aq terdetik nak sambung blaja..
and berhenti keje..

Perkara pertama yg membuatkan aq nak berhenti keje adalah...

(i)keberkatan

ape yg aq perasan..walaupon gaji aq consider tggi jugak la utk engineer..tp tiap2 bulan aq rase aq xdpt simpan satu ringgit pon utk masa depan aq..
pegi keje pagi2 balik kdg2 kul 10 mlm..gaji banyak..tp xdpt nak simpan..duit pegi mane ntah..padahal kat honda dpt mknn tgahri free kot..kat situ pon da jimat..
ble aq muhasabah diri..yeee..aq rase ada bende yg xkena..
ble aq cek.. first thing is solat..ye x ye jugak..aq selalu solat lewat sbb kdg2 aq ad meeting..ada evaluation dgn Datuk..and paling teruk aq pernah terlupa nak solat..
sbb busy sgt kdg2 duduk kat line berjam2..evaluation yg xhabis2..
patut la gaji aq xberkat.. :(

kedua
ye laa...ko perempuan ble ko keje kat kilang of cos majoriti adalah lelaki..
ble byk sgt bergaul dgn lelaki ni..faham2 la..tersentuh la..tersekeh la..tercubit la..
hmmm patut la..patut la..gaji aq xberkat... :(

sbb keberkatan gai ni laaa..hampir 60% hati aq nekad nak berhenti keje and sambung blaja..

(ii)masa depan sbg seorg isteri

aq pgg position EQPL mksudnyer aq adalah projek leader quality utk model baru honda..
ble pgg project leader..mmg keje ko byk giler..dgn report nak kne present..
pastu nak handle quality time event..nak settle masalah kualiti...
time bujang mmg bleh tahan lg..kang klu da kawen..
24jam keje..balik mlm..laki entah ke mane..anak ntah kemana..
faktor yg kedua ni laa yg menambahkan 30% keyakinan hati aq utk berhenti keje...
ok total da 90% yakin!
dan dgn keyakinan itu
alhamdulilah 
aq disini
di UNIVERSITI SAINS MALAYSIA PENANG!
yeay!

begitu laa ceritanyer secara ringkas..hikhik


to be continued.......coming up next.....PART II