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kawan2ku!!!

Posted by hafini hambali - - 0 comments

hehehe..ok disebabkan aq terlalu bosan..meh aq knlkn korg ngan sahabat2 aq...hehe..meh2..
ni r sahabat baek aq kat uitm ni...khairun nissa' namenye...org kate ktorg cm adik beradik...
lecturer pon ckp cmtu...hehe..ye kot...pe2pon..ktorg mmg ader taste yg same...
ble aq suke tgk sorg laki ni...dia pon suke gak laki yg same...
menyibuk jek! haha! maen2 je...


ni r rumate2 aq dri sem 1 until 2..but til now still together2 if nk g mne2..hehe...
dri kiri: ija sengal,wani sengal, and seng baek...haha
dlm 4 org ni..aq la yg paling muda tau x...yg wani tu bkn rumate aq...
tp da slalo sgt lepak bilik ktorg..kire rumate r tu gak kan...hahaha..
thanx kpd 4 org ni...thanx 4 being by my side all dis while.....
seriously syg korg la!!! muah!
yg peliknye ktorg sume dri fac yg laen2...
si ija dak mechy..wani dak sport rec...n seng dak business....
sume pe'el pelik2 blake...tp still leh click together..hahaah..hebat kn???

ok next...

ni r dak kls aq..gedik2 blake...majoriti sume gurl....hohoho..kls yg mntap!
next!


ni pon dak kls aq gak...dak group tok subjek BEL...
klu wat discussion kat library...cm ngah jual ayam kat psr....hahaha
next!


ni best fren aq since sek rendah g...hehe..uma dia alahai..blkg uma aq jek..
klu balik uma je lah jumpe dia..hehe..mne ktorg g slalo berdua jek...
nk g beli daun sup kat kdai pon kdg2 ngan dia...haha...

ni best fren aq wktu kat seseri dlu...hehe..kupt nmenye...
tp aq pggl dia dayah je...coz nme sbenarnye hidayah kamarudin...hehe..
ni r kwn aq yg paling gile...da lme xjumpe ko dayah oi...

n last but definitely not least...sahabat baek aq dunia akhirat...
nur amalina alias....dak seseri dlu....
dia terlalu istimewa...tp aq xdpt nk cri pic dia...mybe kat hp lme kot..hehe..
dia sgt baek..slalo amik berat psl aq...ibarat mcm my angel...hehe..
xder r..maen2 je..da 2 tahun xjumpe dia...
ntah xtau ble leh jumpe...insyaAllah..soonnnn...
hehe...miss u ama!!!!

hehe..act byk lg pic2 yg aq nk taruk..tp..nt la ek...aq cri balik kat hp..hehe
tu jek update tok rini..hehe..
see u when i see u ok!

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modul 3..yg last!!!

Posted by hafini hambali - - 0 comments

cam biase r awl2 start sem bru ni cnfirm anda akn dikejutkn dgn berita kne
g modul..modul 2 pe?
oooo..modul 2 is actually program pemnatapan...bla2..
ntah aq pon xigt name pnuhnye...pnjg sgt...
bnde ni yg aq plg xsuke nk pegi..
ye r..bosan kot..serious extremely bosan...
kira bulu kucing pon xsebosan modul ni...hahaha
tp modul kali nii dia wat sehari jek..8 to 5...lame tuh...
coz sebelum2 ni dia wat 2 hari..sbtu n ahd...
pg td ceramah til 1..
n ptgnyer ader LDK...bnde yg plg aq alergi...
serious xbest weh aktivti dia...
ha tp ader 1 aktiviti ni yg aq plg suke...
jeng..jeng..aktiviti menjamu selera.....
mknn dia je yg best weh...a'ah sbb free kn...
aq rse deep in my heart..modul ni xeffective lgsg tok student..
i mean dia punyer pgendalian and aktvt yg dia wat tu x memberi impak yg kuat...
tok pembinaan insaniah pljr uitm ni...
pe2 pon bnde tu da hbs kn....
hmmm..rsenyer tu jer update tok rini...
otak cm xsbr2 nk study fluid flow n microbiology...
ngah b'kobar2 ni...so...
sblum smangat ni hilang terbang melayang..
baek aq study skang...
ok..see u when i see u k...hehehehe...



ni bkn study ye kwn2..ni stido nmenyer...jgn tiru aksi ini dirumah..hahaha..






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kesian blog ni..

Posted by hafini hambali - - 0 comments

hehe..kesian blog ni..
sory xde mse lg nk touch up blog ni...
byk keje..xder kesempatan...
insyaAllah next tyme..perhaps it'd be better...
hehe..

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GO FINY!!!

Posted by hafini hambali - - 0 comments

ape beza seorg perempuan dgn prempuan yg laen?
aq slalo tanye skln ni kat diri aq...
zaman skang byk prempuan lilit tudung sne sni...
tp xtentu tutup aurat ngan sempurna..kan?
aq setuju...aq pon kdg2 cmtu..bkn kdg2..slaloo..
2,3 mggu kbelakangan ni aq slalo pkir bnde ni...
thanx to my soul mate miss N yg slaloo igtkn aq psl bnde ni...
zmn skang pmpuan sume nyer same...
i mean if we look at the way diorg dressing tu sume lbh kurg same...
so hati aq tergerak..aq rse aq patot berubah...
aq t'ingin nk jd seorg pmpuan yg...i mean yg xpakai ketat sgt..ala yg biase2..
yg paling penting hati...4 me it's ok if t'pkse lukakn hti sndiri tok jge hti org laen...eh xde kne mgena..haha..so..i think i need to change myself...

sedikit demi sedikit...
umur pon da nk msuk 20 xlame lg...so ble lg kn nk brubah...
hidup kat dunia bkn kekal slamenye..(cee wah!) hehe..
berpasang-pasangan juga harus dielakkn..mksud aq couple2 ni la...
jodoh 2 kat tgn Allah...ble tbe msenyer aq akn terima spe saje...haha
ayat ni sgt klakar..sudah2..yg penting aq harus berubah...hidup mesti d'landasan yg betol...kn2..

perkara pertama yg harus dilakukan:tukar saiz baju dr 'S' ke 'M'..hehe

mga2 aq berjaya..insyaAllah.. let's do it!

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sengal!!!

Posted by hafini hambali - - 0 comments

serious mmg sengal...
ader ke patot...
ok fine..aq tau tu slh aq...
tp.....aissshhhh!!!
citer nyer cmni...
pas lunch kul 12.30 td..
aq naek r bilik cm biase...
dlm kul 1.30 cm tu..aq dgr azan..
so aq pon cpt2 g toilet amik air semayang...
si rumate aq ni lak da siap2 nk g kls...
aq plak sgt la pandai xbwk kunci g toilet....
coz aq nk g kjp je...
tbe2 aq t'igt classmate aq nk pnjm broadbnd...
bnde 2 ader kat bilik ex-rumate aq dlu..
ala bilik dia satu lvl jek ngan aq...
pas amik air semayang..
aq pon g blik dia amik bnde 2...
kejap je kot...
ble aq sampai bilik aq je..jeng..jeng..
gle r..bilik aq terkunci..
aq da agk da...
dlm hati aq mmg da berasap2 da...
da r kul 2 ader kls...dgn xsmayang lg...
kls fluid flow plak 2...
lecturer 2 plak..jenis yg strict...
lmbt msok kls 5 min pon dia da kunci pintu...
so aq pon g r bilik ex-rumate aq...
nangis kat bilik dia...
hehe..xnangis pon...
sib baek dia xg kls lg wktu 2...
so stay r bilik dia...bermakne aq ponteng r kls fluid flow...
cis..da r kul 5 aq ader koku...
dgn xder sport attirenyer...
konon2 hrini aq nk pkai sport shoes bru kaler hijau yg bru bli tu...
cis..xjd..aq smpan ksut 2 kat bwh katil...cmne nk amik..
yg paling xbleh blah nyer..sampai mlm kot bdak 2 xblik2 lg...
mmg dak ni nk aq nangis kot...
ni bru r d'katekan kesengalan yg nyata...
ok aq tau mmg slh aq xbwk kunci..
tp at least bkk r bijik mate dia yg besar tu...
xnmpk ker kunci aq ader ats meja...
terang lg nyata kot! sah2 r aq xbwk kunci...
lgpon rumate aq tu dak bru...
mgkin dia xtau lg kot...
xpe..pasni aq akn wat dia phm...
tunggu dan lihat...(bkn nk wat jht la)...


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1st week

Posted by hafini hambali - - 0 comments

mggu 1st da nk hbis....
mcm2 kesusahan yg aq lalui...sedih...stress...mcm2 r..
xtau nk start citer mcm ne...sng2 xyah citer r...
tp skang da settle...akhirnye aq dpt kolej gak...
mcm2 yg berlaku sepanjang mggu ni...
hmm...smlm mr A ajak kuar ngan kwn2 dlu..
aq da start jd serba slh...
bknnyer aq xnk g...
tp..aq segan ngan dia especiallynyer...
sampai rini aq xdpt g lupakan dia..tut..tut..nk g jumpe dia lak..
nt lg r xleh luper..baek jgn jumpe...
nk lupakan no fon dia pon xpass2 g...
even da delete kat fon tp still igt gak no dia...isshhhh
xpe..aq akn cube gak...walaupn nmpk cm mustahil jek..
xbaek slaloo igt kat org yg bkn muhrim..zina hati tau..
klu ader jodoh ade r...skang bkn mase yg sesuai...
tp aku sentiase syg dia..
ok sudah2..tamat cite tuh..
tp sepanjang mggu ni byk kwn2 yg dtg menolong aq..
aq sgt terharu...ramai yg risaukan aq...
cm nk nangis..diorg sgt baek...
ya Allah berikanlah ganjaran kebaikan kpd mereka2 yg byk menolong aq ketika aq susah dan senang...amin...
terasa dihargai...korg mmg terbaek! especially kwn baekku..si nissa..classmate2ku..n rumate2ku..aq mmg syg korg sume!!! =)
tp bg aq Allah tu mmg tahu ape yg terbaek untuk kt..
Dia bg aq byk sgt dugaaan mggu ni sbb Dia tau aq bleh hadapi...
ape2pn alhmdulilah...sume mslh aq da settle...
byk kali gak nangis sepanjang mggu ni...terlalu byk emosi...
so masalah pon da settle..now kne reorganize my mind..built up my spirit...
go finy...walaupon hidup ko xpnah bahagia tp ko ader satu tggungjwb yg perlu ko selesaikan..
tggungjwb sbg seorg anak...kne blaja sungguh2...wat yg terbaek...
aq tau aq boleh...! tok mak ngan abah...
tp ble pikir2 balik...hidup aq mmg xslaloo bahagia...
ader je masalah dn kesedihan...lg r skang mr A pon da makin jauh dr aq...
dlu mr A je sumber yg bleh wat aq bahagia...tp ble da putus..dia r sumber kesedihan aq..selagi aq masih igt kat dia...tp xpe...aq masih ader kwn2...
go finy!! walaupon ko menjerit dlm hati dgn linangan air mate...
ko mesti bangun balik...Allah sentiase ader bersama2...
percaya r semalam Dia telah menolong ko...insyaAllah esok dia masih akan mnolong ko lg...
ok..go FINY!!!!!!
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there you'll be

Posted by hafini hambali - - 0 comments

When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you'll be

Well you showed me how to feel
Feel the sky was in my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there youll be

'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now
For all the ways you were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always
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1st day sem 3

Posted by hafini hambali - - 0 comments

akhirnye hari yg dtunggu2 da tiba...
bg org laen mybe diorg xsbr2 nk start sem bru..
tp aku xkot...
ntah..i have nothing in my mind 2day..just blank...
semangat jgn ckp r...org laen g kls ngan semangat b'kobar2..
aq lak semangat tggl nyawa2 ikan je kot...ntah aq xtau npe...
jd hari ni aq pkai bj kurung kaler merah yg mak belikan..konon2 nk menaikkn semangat la..
trun je dri uma kwn aq pagi2..dgn semangat yg xseberapa ni..konon2 nk drive g kls..
tut tut..kete lak xleh start..issshhhhh!!! geram!!!
ok fine..aq cube sbr je r..nk wat pe lg kn?
then kwn aq si miss z ni suggest naek bas...ok fine..
bas pun bas la..jnji sampai fac..
bas pack gile..ye r 1st day sem..sume semangat je nk g kls...
1st kls aq..microbiology kat DKG...aq xtau nk pikir pe ble msuk kls ni..
da r mdm M yg ajar..lab last sem ngan mdm M pun aq xdpt A..pe tah lg microbe..
ngah sembg2 ngan kwn sebelah aq..tbe2 mdm M pon tanye aq..
"what do you think about microbiology..? finy?"..
aq pon tanpa segan silu dan ragu2 jwb " i think it's gonna be tough"..
btol pe.. aisshhhh! xtau r aq ni..asyik pikir -ve jek!!!
da hbis kls aq mntk tlg kwn aq ni g mntak tlg kwn dia dak oil & gas btolkan kete aq...
segan gak mntk tlg diorg..sib baek diorg baek..hehe..
fuhh! akhirnye masalah kete aq settle gak! alhmdulilah...
nk tau x..smbil aq jln kaki nk ke fac pg td..aq nmpk ramai dak2 baru..pakai kemeja hitam ngan tie putih..ble nmpk tie putih tbe2 aq t'igt kat mr A..pe r kaba dia skang...nk sms cnfirm aq xbrani..ye r maybe dia da ade org laen..aq pon xmau r msuk cmpur dlm hidup dia lg..ckup r aq tau dia sihat..tu yg plg pnting..dia hepy aq pn hepy..wlaupn da xder pe2..aq xpnah benci dia..syg? of cos la..aq syg dia smpai ble2 kot..tp simpan je r..
pasni aq rse xnk da dgr citer2 psl dia..aq tkot aq sedih nt..aq xnk bkk fb dia n so on la..
enough is enough..aq tkot aq sedih..tu je..
xnk da couple pasni..zina hati..
eh, tbe2 jiwang lak...
so ni r citer 1st day sem 3 aq..sedih..sadis..stress...pe2 la..
insyaAllah aq akn try built up semangat aq blik...
aq yakin everything gonna be back to normal soon...
aq perlu mase... aq yakin aq bleh wat...
go finy!!!!!









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i'm here!!

Posted by hafini hambali - - 0 comments

finally..i'm here!!!
akhirnye smpai gak uitm ni..sgt penat...
sampai sesat kat bukit raja..ye r da lme x drive ke s.alam...
pe2pon...hostel xdpt lg ni..aisshhh!!! penat tol lah!!
i don know what to do!!!! kne tggu la result rayuan kolej...
aisshhhh!!!! finy..bertahan k!!
Ya Allah permudahkanlh urusanku...amin!!!
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Saturday, July 31, 2010

kawan2ku!!!

Posted by hafini hambali at 12:06 AM 0 comments
hehehe..ok disebabkan aq terlalu bosan..meh aq knlkn korg ngan sahabat2 aq...hehe..meh2..
ni r sahabat baek aq kat uitm ni...khairun nissa' namenye...org kate ktorg cm adik beradik...
lecturer pon ckp cmtu...hehe..ye kot...pe2pon..ktorg mmg ader taste yg same...
ble aq suke tgk sorg laki ni...dia pon suke gak laki yg same...
menyibuk jek! haha! maen2 je...


ni r rumate2 aq dri sem 1 until 2..but til now still together2 if nk g mne2..hehe...
dri kiri: ija sengal,wani sengal, and seng baek...haha
dlm 4 org ni..aq la yg paling muda tau x...yg wani tu bkn rumate aq...
tp da slalo sgt lepak bilik ktorg..kire rumate r tu gak kan...hahaha..
thanx kpd 4 org ni...thanx 4 being by my side all dis while.....
seriously syg korg la!!! muah!
yg peliknye ktorg sume dri fac yg laen2...
si ija dak mechy..wani dak sport rec...n seng dak business....
sume pe'el pelik2 blake...tp still leh click together..hahaah..hebat kn???

ok next...

ni r dak kls aq..gedik2 blake...majoriti sume gurl....hohoho..kls yg mntap!
next!


ni pon dak kls aq gak...dak group tok subjek BEL...
klu wat discussion kat library...cm ngah jual ayam kat psr....hahaha
next!


ni best fren aq since sek rendah g...hehe..uma dia alahai..blkg uma aq jek..
klu balik uma je lah jumpe dia..hehe..mne ktorg g slalo berdua jek...
nk g beli daun sup kat kdai pon kdg2 ngan dia...haha...

ni best fren aq wktu kat seseri dlu...hehe..kupt nmenye...
tp aq pggl dia dayah je...coz nme sbenarnye hidayah kamarudin...hehe..
ni r kwn aq yg paling gile...da lme xjumpe ko dayah oi...

n last but definitely not least...sahabat baek aq dunia akhirat...
nur amalina alias....dak seseri dlu....
dia terlalu istimewa...tp aq xdpt nk cri pic dia...mybe kat hp lme kot..hehe..
dia sgt baek..slalo amik berat psl aq...ibarat mcm my angel...hehe..
xder r..maen2 je..da 2 tahun xjumpe dia...
ntah xtau ble leh jumpe...insyaAllah..soonnnn...
hehe...miss u ama!!!!

hehe..act byk lg pic2 yg aq nk taruk..tp..nt la ek...aq cri balik kat hp..hehe
tu jek update tok rini..hehe..
see u when i see u ok!

Saturday, July 24, 2010

modul 3..yg last!!!

Posted by hafini hambali at 10:16 PM 0 comments
cam biase r awl2 start sem bru ni cnfirm anda akn dikejutkn dgn berita kne
g modul..modul 2 pe?
oooo..modul 2 is actually program pemnatapan...bla2..
ntah aq pon xigt name pnuhnye...pnjg sgt...
bnde ni yg aq plg xsuke nk pegi..
ye r..bosan kot..serious extremely bosan...
kira bulu kucing pon xsebosan modul ni...hahaha
tp modul kali nii dia wat sehari jek..8 to 5...lame tuh...
coz sebelum2 ni dia wat 2 hari..sbtu n ahd...
pg td ceramah til 1..
n ptgnyer ader LDK...bnde yg plg aq alergi...
serious xbest weh aktivti dia...
ha tp ader 1 aktiviti ni yg aq plg suke...
jeng..jeng..aktiviti menjamu selera.....
mknn dia je yg best weh...a'ah sbb free kn...
aq rse deep in my heart..modul ni xeffective lgsg tok student..
i mean dia punyer pgendalian and aktvt yg dia wat tu x memberi impak yg kuat...
tok pembinaan insaniah pljr uitm ni...
pe2 pon bnde tu da hbs kn....
hmmm..rsenyer tu jer update tok rini...
otak cm xsbr2 nk study fluid flow n microbiology...
ngah b'kobar2 ni...so...
sblum smangat ni hilang terbang melayang..
baek aq study skang...
ok..see u when i see u k...hehehehe...



ni bkn study ye kwn2..ni stido nmenyer...jgn tiru aksi ini dirumah..hahaha..






Saturday, July 17, 2010

kesian blog ni..

Posted by hafini hambali at 1:16 AM 0 comments
hehe..kesian blog ni..
sory xde mse lg nk touch up blog ni...
byk keje..xder kesempatan...
insyaAllah next tyme..perhaps it'd be better...
hehe..

GO FINY!!!

Posted by hafini hambali at 1:09 AM 0 comments

ape beza seorg perempuan dgn prempuan yg laen?
aq slalo tanye skln ni kat diri aq...
zaman skang byk prempuan lilit tudung sne sni...
tp xtentu tutup aurat ngan sempurna..kan?
aq setuju...aq pon kdg2 cmtu..bkn kdg2..slaloo..
2,3 mggu kbelakangan ni aq slalo pkir bnde ni...
thanx to my soul mate miss N yg slaloo igtkn aq psl bnde ni...
zmn skang pmpuan sume nyer same...
i mean if we look at the way diorg dressing tu sume lbh kurg same...
so hati aq tergerak..aq rse aq patot berubah...
aq t'ingin nk jd seorg pmpuan yg...i mean yg xpakai ketat sgt..ala yg biase2..
yg paling penting hati...4 me it's ok if t'pkse lukakn hti sndiri tok jge hti org laen...eh xde kne mgena..haha..so..i think i need to change myself...

sedikit demi sedikit...
umur pon da nk msuk 20 xlame lg...so ble lg kn nk brubah...
hidup kat dunia bkn kekal slamenye..(cee wah!) hehe..
berpasang-pasangan juga harus dielakkn..mksud aq couple2 ni la...
jodoh 2 kat tgn Allah...ble tbe msenyer aq akn terima spe saje...haha
ayat ni sgt klakar..sudah2..yg penting aq harus berubah...hidup mesti d'landasan yg betol...kn2..

perkara pertama yg harus dilakukan:tukar saiz baju dr 'S' ke 'M'..hehe

mga2 aq berjaya..insyaAllah.. let's do it!

Monday, July 12, 2010

sengal!!!

Posted by hafini hambali at 9:49 PM 0 comments
serious mmg sengal...
ader ke patot...
ok fine..aq tau tu slh aq...
tp.....aissshhhh!!!
citer nyer cmni...
pas lunch kul 12.30 td..
aq naek r bilik cm biase...
dlm kul 1.30 cm tu..aq dgr azan..
so aq pon cpt2 g toilet amik air semayang...
si rumate aq ni lak da siap2 nk g kls...
aq plak sgt la pandai xbwk kunci g toilet....
coz aq nk g kjp je...
tbe2 aq t'igt classmate aq nk pnjm broadbnd...
bnde 2 ader kat bilik ex-rumate aq dlu..
ala bilik dia satu lvl jek ngan aq...
pas amik air semayang..
aq pon g blik dia amik bnde 2...
kejap je kot...
ble aq sampai bilik aq je..jeng..jeng..
gle r..bilik aq terkunci..
aq da agk da...
dlm hati aq mmg da berasap2 da...
da r kul 2 ader kls...dgn xsmayang lg...
kls fluid flow plak 2...
lecturer 2 plak..jenis yg strict...
lmbt msok kls 5 min pon dia da kunci pintu...
so aq pon g r bilik ex-rumate aq...
nangis kat bilik dia...
hehe..xnangis pon...
sib baek dia xg kls lg wktu 2...
so stay r bilik dia...bermakne aq ponteng r kls fluid flow...
cis..da r kul 5 aq ader koku...
dgn xder sport attirenyer...
konon2 hrini aq nk pkai sport shoes bru kaler hijau yg bru bli tu...
cis..xjd..aq smpan ksut 2 kat bwh katil...cmne nk amik..
yg paling xbleh blah nyer..sampai mlm kot bdak 2 xblik2 lg...
mmg dak ni nk aq nangis kot...
ni bru r d'katekan kesengalan yg nyata...
ok aq tau mmg slh aq xbwk kunci..
tp at least bkk r bijik mate dia yg besar tu...
xnmpk ker kunci aq ader ats meja...
terang lg nyata kot! sah2 r aq xbwk kunci...
lgpon rumate aq tu dak bru...
mgkin dia xtau lg kot...
xpe..pasni aq akn wat dia phm...
tunggu dan lihat...(bkn nk wat jht la)...


Saturday, July 10, 2010

1st week

Posted by hafini hambali at 12:08 AM 0 comments
mggu 1st da nk hbis....
mcm2 kesusahan yg aq lalui...sedih...stress...mcm2 r..
xtau nk start citer mcm ne...sng2 xyah citer r...
tp skang da settle...akhirnye aq dpt kolej gak...
mcm2 yg berlaku sepanjang mggu ni...
hmm...smlm mr A ajak kuar ngan kwn2 dlu..
aq da start jd serba slh...
bknnyer aq xnk g...
tp..aq segan ngan dia especiallynyer...
sampai rini aq xdpt g lupakan dia..tut..tut..nk g jumpe dia lak..
nt lg r xleh luper..baek jgn jumpe...
nk lupakan no fon dia pon xpass2 g...
even da delete kat fon tp still igt gak no dia...isshhhh
xpe..aq akn cube gak...walaupn nmpk cm mustahil jek..
xbaek slaloo igt kat org yg bkn muhrim..zina hati tau..
klu ader jodoh ade r...skang bkn mase yg sesuai...
tp aku sentiase syg dia..
ok sudah2..tamat cite tuh..
tp sepanjang mggu ni byk kwn2 yg dtg menolong aq..
aq sgt terharu...ramai yg risaukan aq...
cm nk nangis..diorg sgt baek...
ya Allah berikanlah ganjaran kebaikan kpd mereka2 yg byk menolong aq ketika aq susah dan senang...amin...
terasa dihargai...korg mmg terbaek! especially kwn baekku..si nissa..classmate2ku..n rumate2ku..aq mmg syg korg sume!!! =)
tp bg aq Allah tu mmg tahu ape yg terbaek untuk kt..
Dia bg aq byk sgt dugaaan mggu ni sbb Dia tau aq bleh hadapi...
ape2pn alhmdulilah...sume mslh aq da settle...
byk kali gak nangis sepanjang mggu ni...terlalu byk emosi...
so masalah pon da settle..now kne reorganize my mind..built up my spirit...
go finy...walaupon hidup ko xpnah bahagia tp ko ader satu tggungjwb yg perlu ko selesaikan..
tggungjwb sbg seorg anak...kne blaja sungguh2...wat yg terbaek...
aq tau aq boleh...! tok mak ngan abah...
tp ble pikir2 balik...hidup aq mmg xslaloo bahagia...
ader je masalah dn kesedihan...lg r skang mr A pon da makin jauh dr aq...
dlu mr A je sumber yg bleh wat aq bahagia...tp ble da putus..dia r sumber kesedihan aq..selagi aq masih igt kat dia...tp xpe...aq masih ader kwn2...
go finy!! walaupon ko menjerit dlm hati dgn linangan air mate...
ko mesti bangun balik...Allah sentiase ader bersama2...
percaya r semalam Dia telah menolong ko...insyaAllah esok dia masih akan mnolong ko lg...
ok..go FINY!!!!!!

Friday, July 9, 2010

there you'll be

Posted by hafini hambali at 1:48 PM 0 comments
When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you'll be

Well you showed me how to feel
Feel the sky was in my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there youll be

'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now
For all the ways you were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

Monday, July 5, 2010

1st day sem 3

Posted by hafini hambali at 7:58 PM 0 comments
akhirnye hari yg dtunggu2 da tiba...
bg org laen mybe diorg xsbr2 nk start sem bru..
tp aku xkot...
ntah..i have nothing in my mind 2day..just blank...
semangat jgn ckp r...org laen g kls ngan semangat b'kobar2..
aq lak semangat tggl nyawa2 ikan je kot...ntah aq xtau npe...
jd hari ni aq pkai bj kurung kaler merah yg mak belikan..konon2 nk menaikkn semangat la..
trun je dri uma kwn aq pagi2..dgn semangat yg xseberapa ni..konon2 nk drive g kls..
tut tut..kete lak xleh start..issshhhhh!!! geram!!!
ok fine..aq cube sbr je r..nk wat pe lg kn?
then kwn aq si miss z ni suggest naek bas...ok fine..
bas pun bas la..jnji sampai fac..
bas pack gile..ye r 1st day sem..sume semangat je nk g kls...
1st kls aq..microbiology kat DKG...aq xtau nk pikir pe ble msuk kls ni..
da r mdm M yg ajar..lab last sem ngan mdm M pun aq xdpt A..pe tah lg microbe..
ngah sembg2 ngan kwn sebelah aq..tbe2 mdm M pon tanye aq..
"what do you think about microbiology..? finy?"..
aq pon tanpa segan silu dan ragu2 jwb " i think it's gonna be tough"..
btol pe.. aisshhhh! xtau r aq ni..asyik pikir -ve jek!!!
da hbis kls aq mntk tlg kwn aq ni g mntak tlg kwn dia dak oil & gas btolkan kete aq...
segan gak mntk tlg diorg..sib baek diorg baek..hehe..
fuhh! akhirnye masalah kete aq settle gak! alhmdulilah...
nk tau x..smbil aq jln kaki nk ke fac pg td..aq nmpk ramai dak2 baru..pakai kemeja hitam ngan tie putih..ble nmpk tie putih tbe2 aq t'igt kat mr A..pe r kaba dia skang...nk sms cnfirm aq xbrani..ye r maybe dia da ade org laen..aq pon xmau r msuk cmpur dlm hidup dia lg..ckup r aq tau dia sihat..tu yg plg pnting..dia hepy aq pn hepy..wlaupn da xder pe2..aq xpnah benci dia..syg? of cos la..aq syg dia smpai ble2 kot..tp simpan je r..
pasni aq rse xnk da dgr citer2 psl dia..aq tkot aq sedih nt..aq xnk bkk fb dia n so on la..
enough is enough..aq tkot aq sedih..tu je..
xnk da couple pasni..zina hati..
eh, tbe2 jiwang lak...
so ni r citer 1st day sem 3 aq..sedih..sadis..stress...pe2 la..
insyaAllah aq akn try built up semangat aq blik...
aq yakin everything gonna be back to normal soon...
aq perlu mase... aq yakin aq bleh wat...
go finy!!!!!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

i'm here!!

Posted by hafini hambali at 6:01 PM 0 comments
finally..i'm here!!!
akhirnye smpai gak uitm ni..sgt penat...
sampai sesat kat bukit raja..ye r da lme x drive ke s.alam...
pe2pon...hostel xdpt lg ni..aisshhh!!! penat tol lah!!
i don know what to do!!!! kne tggu la result rayuan kolej...
aisshhhh!!!! finy..bertahan k!!
Ya Allah permudahkanlh urusanku...amin!!!
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