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lelaki itu

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lelaki itu
seorang lelaki yg jika dipandang dgn sekali jelingan 
wajahnya punya cahaya
tenang
lembut
seperti seorang pendiam 
tiada yang istimewa
tiada apa yang perlu digahkan

apabila mendengar dia bercakap
beri perhatian 
dengar dgn teliti
jika tidak, sepatah pon kau xkan mengerti
penuh ayat pengenalan drpd isi
tp percakapannya bersungguh2 
penuh erti

apabila sekadar melihat dan mendengar percakapannya
belum..
belum ada yang begitu menarik perhatian
sama seperti lelaki lain

apabila berjumpa dan mengenalnya
hati bagai ditarik
tertarik dgn setiap perbuatannya
dilakukan dgn kesungguhan
walau sekecil mana pun 
dilakukan dgn rasa tanggungjawab
seolah dia adalah pemimpin 
aku pengikutnya

sabarnya tinggi
walau didalam hatinya membara
tidak mudah membakar org lain

hatinya mudah terusik
sensitif rupanya

cita2nya tinggi
walau kedengaran mustahil
mustahil dgn kemampuannya
didalam hatinya tidak pernah ada istilah putus asa
diusahakan juga

seorang lelaki kampung
sampaikan kfc pon kedengaran moden olehnya

mesra dgn org tua
siapa saje disapa

pemurah
tidak lokek berkongsi rezeki
walaupon rezekinya juga hanya cukup2 

penyayang 
penyayang yang disertai dgn rasa tanggunjawab
siapa disampingnya pasti bahagia
dilindungi

wahai lelaki
siapakah kamu?
tidak mampu utk aq tolak
dan
tidak juga sanggup utk aq terima


berbelah bagi

hati akur

aku terima

dan

TERIMA KASIH 
kerana tidak pernah putus asa membahagiakan aku




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Random

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Student: Sir, I am engaged. I'm getting married soon
Me: Congratulation! Where is my card Mr.Engineer?
Student: Its complicated Sir. Sir, I need your help
Me: Sure. What's up?
Student: My ex-girlfriend said that she still love me and she regret leaving me back then.
Me: Why did she left?
Student: She said that I was an immature and childish playboy
Me: Point noted..
Student: I actually spent one year trying to win her heart back but she always decline. I wrote a love letter to her everyday for the whole one year.
Me: Wow! That is commitment
Student: when I tell her I love her during those 365 days, I don't say it out of habit or to make conversation. I was trying to remind her that she is the best thing that ever happened to me. She rejected me for 365 times! Now that I'm about to marry someone else, suddenly she said that she want me back
Me: What about you? What do you want? Who do you want?
Student: ... I used to think that she is the one. I wonder if she knew how many times I thought about her, how many nights I stayed awake missing her badly, how many times I've sat there at the corner of my bed and cried thinking about her. I wonder if she knew how much she hurt me..
Me: Do you still love her?
Student: I will always love her
Me: Do you love your fiancé?
Student: I do. I really do. She is the sweetest and most humble girl I've ever seen. To see her is to love her..
Me: You need to choose.
Student: How? I deeply love both..
Me: Choose the second one. If you really love the first one, you wouldn't fall for the second
Student: It's not like I leave the first one. She was the one who rejected me
Me: no matter who you choose, someone will still get hurt.. But you need to choose. Have you prayed to God asking for guidance?
Student: I did. I keep thinking about the my ex-girlfriend. I don't know why
Me: I guess if you write 365 love letters, the feeling is strong.
Student: So who should I choose?
Me: I don't know
Student: what do you mean?
Me: I don't know.
Student: but you're supposed to know. You always know what to do
Me: I'm just a man. I cannot solve everything. I'm sorry
Student: ....
Me: ....
Student: Thanks anyway Sir
(5 minutes after student left)
Me: The pain of being rejected is temporary. The deepest pain is the realization that the one that you love the very most, the one that you don't want to live without, has been always been the one that you once rejected and after waiting shamelessly for a while, decided to let you go.. The deepest pain is not to die. The deepest pain is to live, to fall madly for the one who did try to stay. I don't want to be reason for her sadness so I don't know what to say..
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memories

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Why those memories keep on bothering me...
What is this feeling?
I guess there is one room specially built deep down in my heart just to store that old memories...
I guess...


Sakura band-melepaskanmu 

Aku menjaga utuhnya cinta
Tapi kau selalu mengingkarinya
Cukup sudah aku menahan sakit
Sebelum teruskan cinta ini

Terlalu lama ku berdiam diri
Saat kau selalu sakiti hati
Maafkan ku harus meninggalkanmu
Usaikan semua yang ku rasa

Dan aku pun terluka karenamu kerna cintamu
Aku harus melangkah jauh darimu dari cintamu

Terlalu lama ku berdiam diri
Saat kau selalu sakiti hati
Maafkan ku harus meninggalkanmu
Usaikan semua yang ku rasa

Hapuskanlah semua tentang kita
Aku harus melepaskanmu
Walaupun ku tak bisa oh…

Dan aku pun terluka
Dan aku pun terluka karenamu kerna cintamu
Aku harus melangkah jauh darimu dari cintamu

Dan aku pun terluka kerna cintamu
Aku harus melangkah jauh darimu dari cintamu
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aper citer?? Part II

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PART II
3) RELATIONSHIP

hmmmm...klu topik ni aq xtau nak start dri mana...heeee
ttbe aq rase aq mcm da terlalu tua nak ckp pasal relationship ni..haha..
aq pon xde la pandai sgt psl relationship ni..buktinyer...
aq cuma rapat dgn sorg laki je..
dari aq hbis asasi sampai degree..lepas degree...
bercinta jugak la..alaaa biasalarrr bdak2 u..kan...(hikhik)
cerita sedih + gembira selalu dikongsi bersama 
and 
xsangka lama jugak ktorg stay together up till grad..
and 
mmg masing2 rase this relationship will end up with kawin..
but unfortunately 
it is not..
ble masing2 da keje and aq da start keje honda
masing2 senyap menyepi..
of cos disebabkan sedikit salah faham la..
so permulaan kehidupan di melaka agak perit jugak since aq rse lonely giler
dah la teman tapi mesra da men'senyap'kan diri (sorry for the wrong grammar)
kwn2 honda plak xramai perempuan yg single mingle yg available utk diajak lepak2
so tu laaa..kehidupan di melaka pada mulanyer...LONELY! SEDIH! 

and 

after several months of silence..no news..no messaging..i texted u but u never replied..
i consider this long lasting relationship 
has ended..

and 
after several months of lonely and gloomy life
i met this one guy..
at honda..
while working..

and now
he is now my tunang! :)

i'm not going to tell how i met my fiancee in details
but 
what i want to emphasize that...i dont really like him at first..
cara pakaian dia..
style dia..
he is just not really my taste..haha
but he got something inside him that makes me fall in love slowly...

and
he took 2~3 months to propose to me 
and from there everything went well until our engagement...
ALHAMDULILAH  :) 

mula2 nak buat keputusan nk bertunang tu..hmmm agak ragu2..
sbb xkenal sgt si tunang 
kenal pon bru berapa bulan..sekejap sgt..
tp hati berdetik dan berfikir 
"ko nak tunggu spe lg yg dtg meminang ko?  
coz 'that' person will definitely forget u..will leave u sooner or later"
"finy..u should move on.."
"finy..u have no reason to say 'no'..

 and yup..finally i said 'yes'... :)

 and sampai skang
tunang aq adalah kawan baik aq..
teman gelak..teman menangis..
semua benda yg ktorg buat..we'll do it together..
if got chance..solat sama2..
susah senang bersama..

 w/pon aq tau dia bukanlah sekaya dan sehensem lelaki diluar sana..kiki
tp hatinya kaya dgn kasih sayang

 awk tetap tunang sy yg paling hensem 
and 
paling baik hati!

 w/pon awk mcm kampong boy (kolot) sikit..haha

 tp
awk hormat sy 
awk hormat and layan mak abah dgn baik
awk jaga sy dgn baik
awk selalu call semata2 nk tanya sy da mkn ke blom..hehe
awk xsombong
slalu tolong sy kat dapur..haha

 TERIMA KASIH awak...

 awak..
I LOVE YOU my kampung boy! always!

 :) :) 


Last but not least..

 Semoga segala urusan kami ke jinjang pelamin thun ni dipermudahkan
INSYAALLAH

 :) 




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aper citer?? Part I

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PART I



1) HONDA
Assalamualaikum...
Ya Allah lame giler rasenyer aq xbukak blog ni...haha
sampai password pon aq dok key in dua tiga kali..lupa la tu..kiki
lamanyer...giler lamaaaaa aq xbukak blog aq...sobsss...

da lame xdgr citer...citer diri sendiri..citer kawan2...
aku? nak tau citer aq? pnjg weh citer aq..mcm2 cerita..lame la klu nak tulis...
agaknyer lepas raya cina pon blom tentu habis wehh..xcaya? igt den membongak ko?hehe

dari mane ye aq nk mula..hmmmm
i think you know..sblum ni aq engineer di Honda..
tempat yg byk bg aq pengalaman..keseronokan..ajar aq how's the real engineer works...
member2 sekerja yg awesome..serius awesome..
mcm2 perangai..mcm2 cerita..mcm2 background..org lama..org baru..
kalau flashback balik muka sorg2 mau aq nangis ni kang..hehehe
but alhamdulilah segala puji bg Allah..
yg telah mentakdirkan aq berada di sini walaupon cuma utk 9 bulan..
aq rase ini antara pengalaman yg paling manis sepanjang hampir 25 tahun aq hidup..
Alhamdulilah..:) 
Alhamdulilah..:) 

2) SAMBUNG BELAJAR
aq pon xtau knape aq apply scholarship uitm tu w/pon aq blom ada niat nak sambung blaja..
dlm tgh sibuk2 dgn projek jazz bru..sempat plak aq pegi anta borg permohonan tu pastu pegi interview and again w/pun xde niat nak sambung blaja...
aq pon xtau knape..aq teringat ble dpt emel dri uitm suruh dtg interview..
aq garu kepala jugak mcm mne nak mintak cuti dgn boss..
klu aq ckp aq nak g interview kang xpsl2 dia koyak leave card aq kang..
jadinyer aq pon menipu bos..bos sy nak mintak cuti nak pegi uitm amik sijil..hehe
w/pon bos mcm hmmmmmm *krik* *krik* *krik* tp dia sain jugak..kiki
nak dipendekkan cerita..
lepas 1,2 bulan lepas interview tu alhamdulilah aq dpt scholarship tu..
mula2 mmg nak tolak offer tu sbb mmg xboleh nak resign waktu tu..
sbb busy gler dgn honda jazz tu..aishhh
tp lepas da rase pahit kelat nyer handle jazz tu..tbe2 hati aq terdetik nak sambung blaja..
and berhenti keje..

Perkara pertama yg membuatkan aq nak berhenti keje adalah...

(i)keberkatan

ape yg aq perasan..walaupon gaji aq consider tggi jugak la utk engineer..tp tiap2 bulan aq rase aq xdpt simpan satu ringgit pon utk masa depan aq..
pegi keje pagi2 balik kdg2 kul 10 mlm..gaji banyak..tp xdpt nak simpan..duit pegi mane ntah..padahal kat honda dpt mknn tgahri free kot..kat situ pon da jimat..
ble aq muhasabah diri..yeee..aq rase ada bende yg xkena..
ble aq cek.. first thing is solat..ye x ye jugak..aq selalu solat lewat sbb kdg2 aq ad meeting..ada evaluation dgn Datuk..and paling teruk aq pernah terlupa nak solat..
sbb busy sgt kdg2 duduk kat line berjam2..evaluation yg xhabis2..
patut la gaji aq xberkat.. :(

kedua
ye laa...ko perempuan ble ko keje kat kilang of cos majoriti adalah lelaki..
ble byk sgt bergaul dgn lelaki ni..faham2 la..tersentuh la..tersekeh la..tercubit la..
hmmm patut la..patut la..gaji aq xberkat... :(

sbb keberkatan gai ni laaa..hampir 60% hati aq nekad nak berhenti keje and sambung blaja..

(ii)masa depan sbg seorg isteri

aq pgg position EQPL mksudnyer aq adalah projek leader quality utk model baru honda..
ble pgg project leader..mmg keje ko byk giler..dgn report nak kne present..
pastu nak handle quality time event..nak settle masalah kualiti...
time bujang mmg bleh tahan lg..kang klu da kawen..
24jam keje..balik mlm..laki entah ke mane..anak ntah kemana..
faktor yg kedua ni laa yg menambahkan 30% keyakinan hati aq utk berhenti keje...
ok total da 90% yakin!
dan dgn keyakinan itu
alhamdulilah 
aq disini
di UNIVERSITI SAINS MALAYSIA PENANG!
yeay!

begitu laa ceritanyer secara ringkas..hikhik


to be continued.......coming up next.....PART II
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KERJA SEDIH

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Salam 
harini hari AHAD
yeay! duduk rumah..walaupun team jazz kerja hrini OT
tp sorry team, sy xboleh dan xnak kerja harini
i wanna stay at home,spending my weekend cooking, sleeping, eating
after sacrificing my last weekends and my sleeping time thinking and doing quality report
today i need rest


Sejak pegang EQPL model jazz ni
kerja mmg non stop 
dtg kerja awal giler konon nk siapkan kerja kat ofis pagi2
balik kdg2 sampai pukul 10 mlm
da sampai rumah 
bkk laptop sambung balik keje
da tdo lambat lepas bgun pukul 4 pg siapkan report

kat ofis pulak kdg2 xsempat nk mkn lunch
pernah beberapa hari dri pagi xmakan sampai balik umah mlm nyer
mlm da penat terus tido da xpeduli perut lapar

aishhh sedihnyer kalau nk flashback condition 2,3 minggu kebelakangan ni
jadi hamba kerja
ble selalu sgt layan kerja ni
janji nak keluar dgn kawan2 pon xdapat nk fullfill
sbb kdg2 sabtu ahad dtg ofis buat keje
sorry kawan2
janji dgn mak abah nk balik perak pon xdpt nk dipenuhi
sorry mak abah
urusan-urusan nk sambung belajar pon xde progress
masih pending since xde mase nk follow up dgn USM 

SEDIHNYA :'( :'(
if and only if I have that 'somebody' & lots of friends just like my studying time dulu2
I'm soo lonely here
:'(

I cant wait for August to resign working here and start thinking bout my master
tp kene tggu my Jazz launching dulu
only then I can leave peacefully

Sorry A
It's not I didnt remember your birthday 
but I am too afraid to wish 
afraid that you would not recognize my number 
after you throw me away from your life
remember?
I dont know why I always keep your name in my du'a
keep fighting and working for your family!
HEPY BUFDAY!
sorry tahun ni xde e-card mcm tahun2 lepas..
hadiah jam tu pon da genap umur setahun..
time flies too fast..


Ama
I'm soo sorry I didn't contact you 
and rarely replies your whatsup
I'm soo sorry 
I'm not a good friend of you


Sorry kwn2 Uitm
To Ana: selalu janji nk keluar dgn ana, tp slalo mungkir janji, weeding ana inshaAllah I'll spend time
To Una: Sorry weh aq xdpt dtg kenduri ko..aq da siap beli baju nk g wedding ko..sedihnya xdpt pegi

Sorry MAK & ABAH
haritu janji nk balik perak
tp xdapat balik
inshaAllah ble ada weekend yg free, Pini balik!


:'(






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kepayahan

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Salam

6/4/2014 hari ahad! yeay aq lepak kat uma atas katil!
rasa dah lama giler tak merasai nikmat weekend
klu sabtu ahad je mesti kene keje atau ada wedding-wedding member kene attend..
hari ni bru boleh rehat

Macam mana kehidupan di HONDA?
hmmmm...

haha susah nk gambarkan kesusahan dan kepayahan membanting tulang kat sini
the real task has finally began 
sebenarnya aq masuk dept New Model Center as PE (production engineer)
yg mne aq kne study improvement utk line production ble model2 bru masuk
plus aq kene study technology2 baru utk kete2 baru
hybrid, engine, process mcm2 lg la

xsampai 2bulan aq pgg PE
tiba2 bos suruh aq pgg EQPL (Engineering Quality Project Leader) pulak
aq mmg suka bab-bab quality tp bile dah masuk PL (project leader) ni aq rse terbeban
agak susah nk survive dgn knowledge aq yg sedikit
part2 kete pon aq belom betul2 kenal
tp demi kesungguhan nak belajar tersemat dijiwa sanubari
aq gagahkan jugak

ble da jd EQPL
aq pon kene selalu trun training kat line production 
belajar quality kete
kentalkan jiwa belajar dgn budak2 line production 
ala2 mcm bos belajar dgn org  bawah
tp bos kau ni pon xtau pape
hampeh je

dah sebulan aq training(tu pon byk skip)
tbe2 bos besar aq terus assign model kat aq
nah kau! aq pgg model jazz dgn freed!
mampos!
waktu aq diassign utk jg model jazz dgn freed
model jazz skang tgh masuk fasa 'facelift' utk ke model baru
ini mmg keje giler!
skang ni mmg aq busy giler dgn trial event utk jazz baru
mcm mne aq nk jaga quality jazz 
ape quality target aq
mcm mne aq nk control quality part2 kete dri part tu sampai bercerai2
pastu part tu di'welding'kan 
pastu jadi body
pastu masuk painting
pastu masuk assembly frame
aq kene coordinate activity quality utk semua dept
pastu aq kene buat report dan present dgn Dato' dgn bos-bos jepun
Dato' tu dah la mulut laser weh
pening~

mmg tak terkejar
kudrat aq; kudrat perempuan
balik keje malam
masuk welding, painting dept
nasib baek model freed xjalan lg
klu x aq rase aq da masuk hospital alor gajah wad sakit mental

sbg engineer baru
yg asalnya memegang ijazah CHEMICAL ENGINEERING
CHEMICAL kot
bkn mechanical engineering hokay!
ble masuk Honda ni
aq mcm budak yg bru belajar berdiri
first step aq xboleh bertatih
aq kene berlari selaju mungkin
bayangkan baby yg baru nk belajar berdiri 
terus kene lari
mmg kdg2 aq tersungkur
kene maki tu dah biasa
cuma xnangis je lg..haha

terlalu byk dugaan yg aq tempuh dan aq akan tempuh; definitely
aq tahu dan sedar terlalu banyak perkara aq boleh belajar di Honda
aq perlu grab ilmu2 disini
walaupon kelihatan ijazah kelas pertama aq tersisih dan membazir
Allah lebih tahu apa yg terbaek utk aq
ini adalah jalan yg Allah tentukan 
mesti ada hikmah disebalik pengalaman kerja ni

hmmmm
tp aq akan gagahkan jua planning utk sambung master
walaupon niat nk sambung blajar tu makin lama makin pudar..haha
inshaAllah doakan aq..

aq sedang mengalami fasa-fasa yg terlalu sukar dlm EQPL ni
mohon doa dari sahabat2 yg membaca post ini agar dpt mendoakan sy
mungkin aq akan sibuk sampai raya nanti
sume sbb si jazz ni..haish

jiwa mmg betul2 kene kental
hati kene betul2 keras
nanti klu kene maki dgn org atas xde la cepat nangis..haha

Last but not least
aq mohon semoga dgn kesibukan urusan dunia ni
aq xlalai dgn urusan akhirat
yaAllah aq mohon..
:'(


BE STRONG AND STAY CUTE! :D





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Tuesday, September 8, 2015

lelaki itu

Posted by hafini hambali at 10:47 PM 0 comments

lelaki itu
seorang lelaki yg jika dipandang dgn sekali jelingan 
wajahnya punya cahaya
tenang
lembut
seperti seorang pendiam 
tiada yang istimewa
tiada apa yang perlu digahkan

apabila mendengar dia bercakap
beri perhatian 
dengar dgn teliti
jika tidak, sepatah pon kau xkan mengerti
penuh ayat pengenalan drpd isi
tp percakapannya bersungguh2 
penuh erti

apabila sekadar melihat dan mendengar percakapannya
belum..
belum ada yang begitu menarik perhatian
sama seperti lelaki lain

apabila berjumpa dan mengenalnya
hati bagai ditarik
tertarik dgn setiap perbuatannya
dilakukan dgn kesungguhan
walau sekecil mana pun 
dilakukan dgn rasa tanggungjawab
seolah dia adalah pemimpin 
aku pengikutnya

sabarnya tinggi
walau didalam hatinya membara
tidak mudah membakar org lain

hatinya mudah terusik
sensitif rupanya

cita2nya tinggi
walau kedengaran mustahil
mustahil dgn kemampuannya
didalam hatinya tidak pernah ada istilah putus asa
diusahakan juga

seorang lelaki kampung
sampaikan kfc pon kedengaran moden olehnya

mesra dgn org tua
siapa saje disapa

pemurah
tidak lokek berkongsi rezeki
walaupon rezekinya juga hanya cukup2 

penyayang 
penyayang yang disertai dgn rasa tanggunjawab
siapa disampingnya pasti bahagia
dilindungi

wahai lelaki
siapakah kamu?
tidak mampu utk aq tolak
dan
tidak juga sanggup utk aq terima


berbelah bagi

hati akur

aku terima

dan

TERIMA KASIH 
kerana tidak pernah putus asa membahagiakan aku




Thursday, June 4, 2015

Random

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Student: Sir, I am engaged. I'm getting married soon
Me: Congratulation! Where is my card Mr.Engineer?
Student: Its complicated Sir. Sir, I need your help
Me: Sure. What's up?
Student: My ex-girlfriend said that she still love me and she regret leaving me back then.
Me: Why did she left?
Student: She said that I was an immature and childish playboy
Me: Point noted..
Student: I actually spent one year trying to win her heart back but she always decline. I wrote a love letter to her everyday for the whole one year.
Me: Wow! That is commitment
Student: when I tell her I love her during those 365 days, I don't say it out of habit or to make conversation. I was trying to remind her that she is the best thing that ever happened to me. She rejected me for 365 times! Now that I'm about to marry someone else, suddenly she said that she want me back
Me: What about you? What do you want? Who do you want?
Student: ... I used to think that she is the one. I wonder if she knew how many times I thought about her, how many nights I stayed awake missing her badly, how many times I've sat there at the corner of my bed and cried thinking about her. I wonder if she knew how much she hurt me..
Me: Do you still love her?
Student: I will always love her
Me: Do you love your fiancé?
Student: I do. I really do. She is the sweetest and most humble girl I've ever seen. To see her is to love her..
Me: You need to choose.
Student: How? I deeply love both..
Me: Choose the second one. If you really love the first one, you wouldn't fall for the second
Student: It's not like I leave the first one. She was the one who rejected me
Me: no matter who you choose, someone will still get hurt.. But you need to choose. Have you prayed to God asking for guidance?
Student: I did. I keep thinking about the my ex-girlfriend. I don't know why
Me: I guess if you write 365 love letters, the feeling is strong.
Student: So who should I choose?
Me: I don't know
Student: what do you mean?
Me: I don't know.
Student: but you're supposed to know. You always know what to do
Me: I'm just a man. I cannot solve everything. I'm sorry
Student: ....
Me: ....
Student: Thanks anyway Sir
(5 minutes after student left)
Me: The pain of being rejected is temporary. The deepest pain is the realization that the one that you love the very most, the one that you don't want to live without, has been always been the one that you once rejected and after waiting shamelessly for a while, decided to let you go.. The deepest pain is not to die. The deepest pain is to live, to fall madly for the one who did try to stay. I don't want to be reason for her sadness so I don't know what to say..

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

memories

Posted by hafini hambali at 10:24 PM 0 comments


Why those memories keep on bothering me...
What is this feeling?
I guess there is one room specially built deep down in my heart just to store that old memories...
I guess...


Sakura band-melepaskanmu 

Aku menjaga utuhnya cinta
Tapi kau selalu mengingkarinya
Cukup sudah aku menahan sakit
Sebelum teruskan cinta ini

Terlalu lama ku berdiam diri
Saat kau selalu sakiti hati
Maafkan ku harus meninggalkanmu
Usaikan semua yang ku rasa

Dan aku pun terluka karenamu kerna cintamu
Aku harus melangkah jauh darimu dari cintamu

Terlalu lama ku berdiam diri
Saat kau selalu sakiti hati
Maafkan ku harus meninggalkanmu
Usaikan semua yang ku rasa

Hapuskanlah semua tentang kita
Aku harus melepaskanmu
Walaupun ku tak bisa oh…

Dan aku pun terluka
Dan aku pun terluka karenamu kerna cintamu
Aku harus melangkah jauh darimu dari cintamu

Dan aku pun terluka kerna cintamu
Aku harus melangkah jauh darimu dari cintamu

Saturday, February 28, 2015

aper citer?? Part II

Posted by hafini hambali at 10:44 PM 0 comments
PART II
3) RELATIONSHIP

hmmmm...klu topik ni aq xtau nak start dri mana...heeee
ttbe aq rase aq mcm da terlalu tua nak ckp pasal relationship ni..haha..
aq pon xde la pandai sgt psl relationship ni..buktinyer...
aq cuma rapat dgn sorg laki je..
dari aq hbis asasi sampai degree..lepas degree...
bercinta jugak la..alaaa biasalarrr bdak2 u..kan...(hikhik)
cerita sedih + gembira selalu dikongsi bersama 
and 
xsangka lama jugak ktorg stay together up till grad..
and 
mmg masing2 rase this relationship will end up with kawin..
but unfortunately 
it is not..
ble masing2 da keje and aq da start keje honda
masing2 senyap menyepi..
of cos disebabkan sedikit salah faham la..
so permulaan kehidupan di melaka agak perit jugak since aq rse lonely giler
dah la teman tapi mesra da men'senyap'kan diri (sorry for the wrong grammar)
kwn2 honda plak xramai perempuan yg single mingle yg available utk diajak lepak2
so tu laaa..kehidupan di melaka pada mulanyer...LONELY! SEDIH! 

and 

after several months of silence..no news..no messaging..i texted u but u never replied..
i consider this long lasting relationship 
has ended..

and 
after several months of lonely and gloomy life
i met this one guy..
at honda..
while working..

and now
he is now my tunang! :)

i'm not going to tell how i met my fiancee in details
but 
what i want to emphasize that...i dont really like him at first..
cara pakaian dia..
style dia..
he is just not really my taste..haha
but he got something inside him that makes me fall in love slowly...

and
he took 2~3 months to propose to me 
and from there everything went well until our engagement...
ALHAMDULILAH  :) 

mula2 nak buat keputusan nk bertunang tu..hmmm agak ragu2..
sbb xkenal sgt si tunang 
kenal pon bru berapa bulan..sekejap sgt..
tp hati berdetik dan berfikir 
"ko nak tunggu spe lg yg dtg meminang ko?  
coz 'that' person will definitely forget u..will leave u sooner or later"
"finy..u should move on.."
"finy..u have no reason to say 'no'..

 and yup..finally i said 'yes'... :)

 and sampai skang
tunang aq adalah kawan baik aq..
teman gelak..teman menangis..
semua benda yg ktorg buat..we'll do it together..
if got chance..solat sama2..
susah senang bersama..

 w/pon aq tau dia bukanlah sekaya dan sehensem lelaki diluar sana..kiki
tp hatinya kaya dgn kasih sayang

 awk tetap tunang sy yg paling hensem 
and 
paling baik hati!

 w/pon awk mcm kampong boy (kolot) sikit..haha

 tp
awk hormat sy 
awk hormat and layan mak abah dgn baik
awk jaga sy dgn baik
awk selalu call semata2 nk tanya sy da mkn ke blom..hehe
awk xsombong
slalu tolong sy kat dapur..haha

 TERIMA KASIH awak...

 awak..
I LOVE YOU my kampung boy! always!

 :) :) 


Last but not least..

 Semoga segala urusan kami ke jinjang pelamin thun ni dipermudahkan
INSYAALLAH

 :) 




Friday, February 13, 2015

aper citer?? Part I

Posted by hafini hambali at 10:23 PM 0 comments

PART I



1) HONDA
Assalamualaikum...
Ya Allah lame giler rasenyer aq xbukak blog ni...haha
sampai password pon aq dok key in dua tiga kali..lupa la tu..kiki
lamanyer...giler lamaaaaa aq xbukak blog aq...sobsss...

da lame xdgr citer...citer diri sendiri..citer kawan2...
aku? nak tau citer aq? pnjg weh citer aq..mcm2 cerita..lame la klu nak tulis...
agaknyer lepas raya cina pon blom tentu habis wehh..xcaya? igt den membongak ko?hehe

dari mane ye aq nk mula..hmmmm
i think you know..sblum ni aq engineer di Honda..
tempat yg byk bg aq pengalaman..keseronokan..ajar aq how's the real engineer works...
member2 sekerja yg awesome..serius awesome..
mcm2 perangai..mcm2 cerita..mcm2 background..org lama..org baru..
kalau flashback balik muka sorg2 mau aq nangis ni kang..hehehe
but alhamdulilah segala puji bg Allah..
yg telah mentakdirkan aq berada di sini walaupon cuma utk 9 bulan..
aq rase ini antara pengalaman yg paling manis sepanjang hampir 25 tahun aq hidup..
Alhamdulilah..:) 
Alhamdulilah..:) 

2) SAMBUNG BELAJAR
aq pon xtau knape aq apply scholarship uitm tu w/pon aq blom ada niat nak sambung blaja..
dlm tgh sibuk2 dgn projek jazz bru..sempat plak aq pegi anta borg permohonan tu pastu pegi interview and again w/pun xde niat nak sambung blaja...
aq pon xtau knape..aq teringat ble dpt emel dri uitm suruh dtg interview..
aq garu kepala jugak mcm mne nak mintak cuti dgn boss..
klu aq ckp aq nak g interview kang xpsl2 dia koyak leave card aq kang..
jadinyer aq pon menipu bos..bos sy nak mintak cuti nak pegi uitm amik sijil..hehe
w/pon bos mcm hmmmmmm *krik* *krik* *krik* tp dia sain jugak..kiki
nak dipendekkan cerita..
lepas 1,2 bulan lepas interview tu alhamdulilah aq dpt scholarship tu..
mula2 mmg nak tolak offer tu sbb mmg xboleh nak resign waktu tu..
sbb busy gler dgn honda jazz tu..aishhh
tp lepas da rase pahit kelat nyer handle jazz tu..tbe2 hati aq terdetik nak sambung blaja..
and berhenti keje..

Perkara pertama yg membuatkan aq nak berhenti keje adalah...

(i)keberkatan

ape yg aq perasan..walaupon gaji aq consider tggi jugak la utk engineer..tp tiap2 bulan aq rase aq xdpt simpan satu ringgit pon utk masa depan aq..
pegi keje pagi2 balik kdg2 kul 10 mlm..gaji banyak..tp xdpt nak simpan..duit pegi mane ntah..padahal kat honda dpt mknn tgahri free kot..kat situ pon da jimat..
ble aq muhasabah diri..yeee..aq rase ada bende yg xkena..
ble aq cek.. first thing is solat..ye x ye jugak..aq selalu solat lewat sbb kdg2 aq ad meeting..ada evaluation dgn Datuk..and paling teruk aq pernah terlupa nak solat..
sbb busy sgt kdg2 duduk kat line berjam2..evaluation yg xhabis2..
patut la gaji aq xberkat.. :(

kedua
ye laa...ko perempuan ble ko keje kat kilang of cos majoriti adalah lelaki..
ble byk sgt bergaul dgn lelaki ni..faham2 la..tersentuh la..tersekeh la..tercubit la..
hmmm patut la..patut la..gaji aq xberkat... :(

sbb keberkatan gai ni laaa..hampir 60% hati aq nekad nak berhenti keje and sambung blaja..

(ii)masa depan sbg seorg isteri

aq pgg position EQPL mksudnyer aq adalah projek leader quality utk model baru honda..
ble pgg project leader..mmg keje ko byk giler..dgn report nak kne present..
pastu nak handle quality time event..nak settle masalah kualiti...
time bujang mmg bleh tahan lg..kang klu da kawen..
24jam keje..balik mlm..laki entah ke mane..anak ntah kemana..
faktor yg kedua ni laa yg menambahkan 30% keyakinan hati aq utk berhenti keje...
ok total da 90% yakin!
dan dgn keyakinan itu
alhamdulilah 
aq disini
di UNIVERSITI SAINS MALAYSIA PENANG!
yeay!

begitu laa ceritanyer secara ringkas..hikhik


to be continued.......coming up next.....PART II

Sunday, May 11, 2014

KERJA SEDIH

Posted by hafini hambali at 5:04 PM 0 comments


Salam 
harini hari AHAD
yeay! duduk rumah..walaupun team jazz kerja hrini OT
tp sorry team, sy xboleh dan xnak kerja harini
i wanna stay at home,spending my weekend cooking, sleeping, eating
after sacrificing my last weekends and my sleeping time thinking and doing quality report
today i need rest


Sejak pegang EQPL model jazz ni
kerja mmg non stop 
dtg kerja awal giler konon nk siapkan kerja kat ofis pagi2
balik kdg2 sampai pukul 10 mlm
da sampai rumah 
bkk laptop sambung balik keje
da tdo lambat lepas bgun pukul 4 pg siapkan report

kat ofis pulak kdg2 xsempat nk mkn lunch
pernah beberapa hari dri pagi xmakan sampai balik umah mlm nyer
mlm da penat terus tido da xpeduli perut lapar

aishhh sedihnyer kalau nk flashback condition 2,3 minggu kebelakangan ni
jadi hamba kerja
ble selalu sgt layan kerja ni
janji nak keluar dgn kawan2 pon xdapat nk fullfill
sbb kdg2 sabtu ahad dtg ofis buat keje
sorry kawan2
janji dgn mak abah nk balik perak pon xdpt nk dipenuhi
sorry mak abah
urusan-urusan nk sambung belajar pon xde progress
masih pending since xde mase nk follow up dgn USM 

SEDIHNYA :'( :'(
if and only if I have that 'somebody' & lots of friends just like my studying time dulu2
I'm soo lonely here
:'(

I cant wait for August to resign working here and start thinking bout my master
tp kene tggu my Jazz launching dulu
only then I can leave peacefully

Sorry A
It's not I didnt remember your birthday 
but I am too afraid to wish 
afraid that you would not recognize my number 
after you throw me away from your life
remember?
I dont know why I always keep your name in my du'a
keep fighting and working for your family!
HEPY BUFDAY!
sorry tahun ni xde e-card mcm tahun2 lepas..
hadiah jam tu pon da genap umur setahun..
time flies too fast..


Ama
I'm soo sorry I didn't contact you 
and rarely replies your whatsup
I'm soo sorry 
I'm not a good friend of you


Sorry kwn2 Uitm
To Ana: selalu janji nk keluar dgn ana, tp slalo mungkir janji, weeding ana inshaAllah I'll spend time
To Una: Sorry weh aq xdpt dtg kenduri ko..aq da siap beli baju nk g wedding ko..sedihnya xdpt pegi

Sorry MAK & ABAH
haritu janji nk balik perak
tp xdapat balik
inshaAllah ble ada weekend yg free, Pini balik!


:'(






Sunday, April 6, 2014

kepayahan

Posted by hafini hambali at 2:57 PM 1 comments
Salam

6/4/2014 hari ahad! yeay aq lepak kat uma atas katil!
rasa dah lama giler tak merasai nikmat weekend
klu sabtu ahad je mesti kene keje atau ada wedding-wedding member kene attend..
hari ni bru boleh rehat

Macam mana kehidupan di HONDA?
hmmmm...

haha susah nk gambarkan kesusahan dan kepayahan membanting tulang kat sini
the real task has finally began 
sebenarnya aq masuk dept New Model Center as PE (production engineer)
yg mne aq kne study improvement utk line production ble model2 bru masuk
plus aq kene study technology2 baru utk kete2 baru
hybrid, engine, process mcm2 lg la

xsampai 2bulan aq pgg PE
tiba2 bos suruh aq pgg EQPL (Engineering Quality Project Leader) pulak
aq mmg suka bab-bab quality tp bile dah masuk PL (project leader) ni aq rse terbeban
agak susah nk survive dgn knowledge aq yg sedikit
part2 kete pon aq belom betul2 kenal
tp demi kesungguhan nak belajar tersemat dijiwa sanubari
aq gagahkan jugak

ble da jd EQPL
aq pon kene selalu trun training kat line production 
belajar quality kete
kentalkan jiwa belajar dgn budak2 line production 
ala2 mcm bos belajar dgn org  bawah
tp bos kau ni pon xtau pape
hampeh je

dah sebulan aq training(tu pon byk skip)
tbe2 bos besar aq terus assign model kat aq
nah kau! aq pgg model jazz dgn freed!
mampos!
waktu aq diassign utk jg model jazz dgn freed
model jazz skang tgh masuk fasa 'facelift' utk ke model baru
ini mmg keje giler!
skang ni mmg aq busy giler dgn trial event utk jazz baru
mcm mne aq nk jaga quality jazz 
ape quality target aq
mcm mne aq nk control quality part2 kete dri part tu sampai bercerai2
pastu part tu di'welding'kan 
pastu jadi body
pastu masuk painting
pastu masuk assembly frame
aq kene coordinate activity quality utk semua dept
pastu aq kene buat report dan present dgn Dato' dgn bos-bos jepun
Dato' tu dah la mulut laser weh
pening~

mmg tak terkejar
kudrat aq; kudrat perempuan
balik keje malam
masuk welding, painting dept
nasib baek model freed xjalan lg
klu x aq rase aq da masuk hospital alor gajah wad sakit mental

sbg engineer baru
yg asalnya memegang ijazah CHEMICAL ENGINEERING
CHEMICAL kot
bkn mechanical engineering hokay!
ble masuk Honda ni
aq mcm budak yg bru belajar berdiri
first step aq xboleh bertatih
aq kene berlari selaju mungkin
bayangkan baby yg baru nk belajar berdiri 
terus kene lari
mmg kdg2 aq tersungkur
kene maki tu dah biasa
cuma xnangis je lg..haha

terlalu byk dugaan yg aq tempuh dan aq akan tempuh; definitely
aq tahu dan sedar terlalu banyak perkara aq boleh belajar di Honda
aq perlu grab ilmu2 disini
walaupon kelihatan ijazah kelas pertama aq tersisih dan membazir
Allah lebih tahu apa yg terbaek utk aq
ini adalah jalan yg Allah tentukan 
mesti ada hikmah disebalik pengalaman kerja ni

hmmmm
tp aq akan gagahkan jua planning utk sambung master
walaupon niat nk sambung blajar tu makin lama makin pudar..haha
inshaAllah doakan aq..

aq sedang mengalami fasa-fasa yg terlalu sukar dlm EQPL ni
mohon doa dari sahabat2 yg membaca post ini agar dpt mendoakan sy
mungkin aq akan sibuk sampai raya nanti
sume sbb si jazz ni..haish

jiwa mmg betul2 kene kental
hati kene betul2 keras
nanti klu kene maki dgn org atas xde la cepat nangis..haha

Last but not least
aq mohon semoga dgn kesibukan urusan dunia ni
aq xlalai dgn urusan akhirat
yaAllah aq mohon..
:'(


BE STRONG AND STAY CUTE! :D





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