Salam
it's been a while since my last post..hehe
da lama tidak menjenguk ke blog ini sbb when I try to open my page
mcm kne virus, i dont know..and
xtau how to fix it..gara2 kebutaan ilmu IT ku..heee
just got back dr cuti mengundi
fuhh rase lega selepas hbis musim mengundi @ musim mencaci..haha
xbleh nk tahan ble bce post2 politik kat fb
bukan xnk involve or amik tau dlm politik
tp apabila politik itu da digaul dgn unsur cacian, makian..
ahhhhh
then u can think by ur own la..
byknyer yg caci maki ni sume org melayu..org cina tgk dan tepuk tgn..
ahhhh how sad..
rasenyer ISLAM xajar bende2 ni..
ok full stop.
sgt busy sepanjang cuti kat rumah
hari2 keluar menyetelkan hal2 penting
plus dgn hal2 utk majlis bertunang (not mine) yg xlama lg
mak dan abah have only me utk settlekan hal2 family ni
so aq lah anak lelaki diorg dan aq lah anak perempuan diorg
aq lah yg pergi bengkel betulkan kerete
dan
aq jgk lah yg memasak tung tang kat rumah
but I'm happy
bcoz aq jgk lah anak yg byk menghabiskan duet mak dgn abah..hehe
so this is the time to repay them kan.. :)
I dont mind :)
ibu bapa itu amanah buat aq..
sama mcm org2 sekeliling aq
kawan itu amanah, aq perlu tolong mereka sbb itu amanah dr Allah
keluarga itu amanah
adik2 itu amanah
:)
kdg2 aq rase penat jugak..yes, aq manusia..
nk terkejar ke sana ke sini
plus study
plus I have to think psl nk cari kerja
or nk sambung belajar
plus pressure with
org sekeliling
bcoz of the engagement news (I repeat, not mine)
people seems to put their attention to me..why not to the bride-to-be???
I dont know..haha
sometimes rasa pressure
"oi finy! ko bile pulak.."
aisshhh
aq xnk KAHWIN! haha..
kawin is not listed in my future plan anymore..enough then
future~
I have to really think about it
I know my future will not gonna be easy
and I am ready
ALLAH knows whats the best for me
bak kata kawan aq
"ALLAH tu da susun plan cantek2 untuk fini..jgn risau"
rase nk nangis ble ada kwn ck mcm ni..
ya Allah terima ksh yaAllah..kau beri aq sahabat yg baek seperti ini..
:)
aq perlu pandang ke depan
whatever obstacle that u face u have to be strong alone
yes alone
mampu ke aq?
aq pon xpasti..
yg aq pasti aq kena usaha usaha usaha usaha, berdoa berdoa berdoa
tawakal! that's it! :)
aq nk jadi seorg perempuan yg mampu buat sume benda dgn kudrat nyer sendiri!
aq nk jadi org yg xmudah kecil hati
aq nk jadi org yg kuat semangat
aq nk sedia terima ap juga takdir Allah w/pon takdir itu mengecewakan aq
aq nk buat sume org sekeliling aq gembira..sbb mereka amanah dri Allah pd aq..
aq nk berusaha utk future aq!
that's it!
ya Allah makbulkan lah doa2 ku~AMIN
:)
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